halfnhalf: ([hulkling] pollution looks nice today)
Theodore "Teddy" Altman ([personal profile] halfnhalf) wrote in [community profile] kukkijar2012-09-29 07:34 am

Teddy Altman ; APPOINTMENTS



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selfhelp: ([billy] come hither)

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[personal profile] selfhelp 2013-04-03 09:38 am (UTC)(link)
[Billy's breath catches at the stroking of Teddy's claw, his hips moving instinctively forward to press into it. He's not thinking about sharpness or danger or claws, he's thinking more, more. More of that touch, more of that feeling. It's fueling his second arousal like crazy and he can't get enough.]

Just... hn... in a different way than I expected, huh...?

[One hand gropes blindly around on the sheets, searching until he finds the abandoned lube, and spreads it over one hand before wrapping his fingers around Teddy's length again. Two can play at this game, and if his boyfriend needs a kickstart then he's happy to oblige.]
selfhelp: ([billy] mackin' on sunshine)

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[personal profile] selfhelp 2013-04-03 10:09 am (UTC)(link)
[Well. Good to know that he's ready- at least in that sense. Considering the size of the erection in his hand, though, Billy's still intent on playing it safe, even with how eager he is. He leaves his free hand and his mouth busy at Teddy's neck and chest to keep them both busy while he gets a few more applications of lube in place. It might be a little messy, but he's pretty sure that it'll feel too good for either of them to care. It sure makes his hand move easier.]

Didn't take long for it to end up that way, for sure... all you had to do was smile at me.

[He shifts his body a little, arching his back and leaning in to try and catch Teddy's lips in one long, passionate kiss before he starts to move himself into position. For luck, or love, or... whatever. He just wants one more way of conveying how he feels about this, and it shows in how much enthusiasm he puts into the kiss.]
selfhelp: ([wiccan] this is my fault)

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[personal profile] selfhelp 2013-04-03 10:36 am (UTC)(link)
[He'd been worried that his movement had spooked Teddy into worrying too much or offering to stop again, and the lack of enthusiasm just makes Billy kiss him harder until he feels that second wind return and his boyfriend kiss with full abandon. And that's the courage boost that Billy needs to slide up a little more, spreading his legs to either side of Teddy's hips and finally breaking the kiss to straighten up, aligning their bodies.

With one hand braced on Teddy's chest for balance, and the other between his legs to guide Teddy's erection, he slowly, carefully begins to sink down upon it.

The difference is obvious almost immediately; his body very nearly rejects the sensation, trapped between and eager desire for satisfaction and the instinctive warning bells of how it feels wrong, wrong, because it doesn't feel like Teddy, it's too big to be Teddy, and Teddy's the only one who's allowed to enter him like this. It's a battle of wills for a few prolonged moments, as his eyes clench and he silently urges his muscles to relax. Inch by inch, he's getting there, and while it isn't the most comfortable fit, it isn't unbearable, either. It's almost nostalgic, actually- to that first time they'd done this, even in human form, how his body had needed to adjust.

It's no different this time. It's no different because it's still Teddy, it's still the love of his life, and beneath the discomfort and the slight burn of stretching muscles to their upper limits he can still feel it, that incredible, breathtaking sensation of being filled.

By Teddy.

Oh god.]
selfhelp: ([wiccan] that wasn't me...)

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[personal profile] selfhelp 2013-04-04 12:05 am (UTC)(link)
[His first instinct is to immediately respond that no, it's not okay, but he's fairly sure that he doesn't have the breath in him to explain such a statement properly, so he holds his tongue. The truth is that it isn't just okay, it's mind-blowing. Teddy's so big like this and his own body is pressed so tightly around the blond's erection, he can barely keep himself breathing, let alone upright; his breath keeps catching in his chest, both hands now braced on Teddy's chest. It's just so- intense, and while there is a little pain, it's only from the unfamiliar stretch at a depth that simple prepwork couldn't have readied him for. He's never felt so full before, like there's a rod going right to his spine- or better yet, his prostate... something he can definitely feel now, with the way their bodies are moving subtly as they both shift to find a position that's comfortable for them.

His eyes are still closed, and he's worried that his expression will betray too much and make Teddy doubt himself again, but not answering or looking up would be worse. Finally he opens his eyes to look down at Teddy, his gaze lidded, heavy, almost blearily overwhelmed. And then he opens his mouth to tell him that yes, he's alright, he's actually freaking fantastic and he's looking forward to more, but it comes out more like a muffled "hnnnnnnmmmkay..."

Not his most coherent moment, but since he does look like he's about to fall over or pass out or both, he figures he deserves a pass on this one. And with that token message given he clenches his eyes shut again, trying not to wobble in place. As soon as his legs stop feeling like jelly he's going to move, and it'll be great. Yes.]
selfhelp: ([billy] ohgodnsfw)

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[personal profile] selfhelp 2013-04-04 06:50 am (UTC)(link)
[Billy's first response is a short, half-muffled, half-choked bark of laughter, his head bowing and his shoulders shaking. It takes him a long moment to actually speak, still trying to gather the strength that seems to have momentarily abandoned him and regain control of his own voice. God, god, his body's screaming at him to move but his legs are trembling too much to lift him up.]

Haha... you're finally catching on. ...Hnnn... you know, I've been telling you that from the start...

[Impatient for more, and knowing that Teddy has almost godlike patience to wait for him in this position, he rocks his hips experimentally, creating a gentle friction between their joined bodies that has him gasping, trembling with need. He'd half-expected it to make him drop right down to the bed, but instead it seems to fuel his desire, enough to give his legs renewed strength, and after a moment he starts to pick up the pace bit by bit. It's not real thrusting, not yet, but it's a warm-up towards the real deal, and it's already amazing.]
selfhelp: ([wiccan] mmhm you're damn right)

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[personal profile] selfhelp 2013-04-04 09:23 am (UTC)(link)
[Billy just smiles quietly at that, the expression strained due to the effort he's already putting into his movement, and he doesn't offer up a vocal response this time. His focus is already drifting elsewhere: the grind of Teddy's lifted hips against his own, the gentle scraping of claws on his legs, the panting sound of each breath Teddy takes beneath him. It's all conspiring together to fan the flames of that deep, all-encompassing heat he can feel already building within him, desire and arousal and a powerful need for more and more.

He reaches his limit after another minute or two of slow, steady rocking, and then he stops, hunched over, panting quietly, sweaty bangs clinging to his temple and the metal of his headband. He rests like that for a moment, building himself up, and then abruptly rises again, straightening his back and sliding his hands from Teddy's stomach to where the claws are resting near his hips, using them as his new support. He doesn't want to be hunched over for this; he wants to be sitting up, tall and proud, to watch his boyfriend and to let his boyfriend watch him. That's the whole reason they're doing this, after all, with Teddy as Hulkling and Billy in his costume. The bodies that they see tonight, what they feel against their fingers, it matters. And he wants them both to witness each other as they take it all the way.

He takes a deep breath, holds it, exhales. He looks down at Teddy and he smiles.

And then he lifts himself up and drops back down again, good and slow, and it's so good that he has to bite his lip to keep the sound he makes from coming out like a scream.]
selfhelp: ([wiccan] gonna feel that tomorrow)

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[personal profile] selfhelp 2013-04-04 07:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[His hands feel so small in Teddy's, but he'd gotten over that difference long ago, back around when they'd first started dating and he'd come to appreciate the Hulkling form for what it is- one of the shapes Teddy had chosen for himself. Now his focus is different, on how big Teddy felt in him, and how amazingly intense it was to rediscover that experience of being filled again and again. He'd expected that lingering worry to keep Teddy from moving for a while, so when he feels those hips arch into his own, meeting him in the middle, he gasps and his eyes snap open, mouth open, because wow, wow. And not for the first time (or, for certain, the last) he feels grateful that yes, the room is soundproof; he can't hold back the sounds his body is demanding of him, and he doesn't really want to, either. He'd only held back because he hadn't wanted Teddy to fret over him being in pain, but with them both so into it now...

...yeah, he just wants to let loose. And when he tries to make the first thing he says Teddy's codename and it comes out more like a stuttering moan, he just gives up and lets his mouth do whatever it wants. Commentary can wait for whenever coherency decides to catch up with his head- and even that's feeling pretty fuzzy right about now.]
selfhelp: ([wiccan] retreat is a good option here)

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[personal profile] selfhelp 2013-05-04 10:34 am (UTC)(link)
[Billy is past trying to give proper responses to Teddy, his lips busily occupied making helpless, desperate cries that practically sound like he's begging for more. And hell, he very well may be doing just that. He definitely wants more, wants it deeper, a little harder, a little more intensely with each and every thrust they make it through together. It's the ultimate step for them, in his mind, the ultimate partnership; working together like this, in the forms they'd presented to the rest of the world as heroes, joined as one and showing off a side of themselves that the public will never see.

Words just can't describe this feeling, so he doesn't try. He lets the grip of his hands, the arch of his back, the tightness of his body as he feels Teddy slide in and out of him speak volumes that his lips can't vocalize.

He's not made of endless energy, though- they'd just come from a training session before this, and he doesn't have super strength, and moving like this takes an immense amount of effort that his body is in no shape to handle, with how new he is to this. His movements slow after a while, then finally almost come to a stop, legs shaking, chest heaving for breath. His limbs feel like they're made of bricks, and with a shudder he gives Teddy's hands a light tug, trying to pull him up, pointless as such an attempt might be for someone without any strength. He doesn't want to stop, but...]


Teddy... T, I have to... nnn... I can't... can you...?

[The request is vague, but he hopes Teddy gets it anyway, eyes weary and pleading. He doesn't want to stop. He's tired, but he's not done. No, he wants to give Teddy control.

He trusts him with it.]
selfhelp: ([billy] come hither)

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[personal profile] selfhelp 2013-05-04 09:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[He'd been worried that Teddy wouldn't take over, that he'd want to stop - that Billy had to be in control, or they couldn't do this at all. Teddy's half-question is a sliver of hope, and then he moves, has Billy gasping quietly and pressing his body up against the blond's massive bulk, limbs tangling around as much of the other boy as he can reach. His body is still pulsing with energy, tense as a strung wire, about to snap at any given moment. As Teddy holds his waist, stretches him out on his back against the bed, his arms wind around the alien boy's neck, drawing him in as close as he can get. The movement jostles them both, jerks the hard length inside his body forward, and by the time they're both settled Billy is panting quietly again, nails digging at the strong, unyielding skin of Teddy's neck.

He's doing this. Teddy's doing this. They're doing this. And he feels another wave of pleasure rush through his body, going straight to his groin, and he arches his back, slides one slender leg up to wind around the back of Teddy's thigh to keep him in. That, if nothing else, is a pretty good answer. To have Teddy - Hulkling - hovering over him, filling him, staring down at him with those intense dark eyes... this is the dream he'd had, the one that had started it all. And he knows he has the power to end this in a second if he needs to, but he can't imagine ever feeling that need. It's empowering and arousing, the knowledge that he can, at a moment's notice, stop this incredibly powerful person in a heartbeat- and instead all he wants to do is give Teddy all the power, let himself be overwhelmed, dominated, and see Hulkling do what he does best when he's with his partner.

Love him, protect him.]


Okay. [His voice is faint, hoarse, tremulous with need. It's very, very okay.] I love you...
selfhelp: ([billy] something of a size queen)

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[personal profile] selfhelp 2013-05-05 08:12 am (UTC)(link)
[For Billy, the experience isn't nearly as deep- metaphorically speaking, that is. Physically it's deep enough that has him gasping, half-screaming, crying out his pleasure and doing his best to refrain from clawing Teddy's neck off, stars dancing before his eyes. He loves it and he hates it because all he wants to do is watch Teddy, see the love in his eyes and the heat and the ever-changing shades of blue and green in their depths, but he wouldn't want this feeling to stop for anything until they're finished. Hell, a part of him wishes this feeling could last forever, this overwhelming pleasure and rush of euphoria, battling with the logical part of him that tries to explain how silly that would be.

Nothing lasts forever. But as long as it does last, it's wonderful, and every sound that escapes his lips works to convey that to his lover. It's overwhelming, and he's dizzy and half numb and couldn't utter a single word to save his life. Every attempt to cry Teddy's name comes out as a stuttering moan, fingers and toes curling. He loves this. God, does he ever love this.

And more than that- more than that, he can see that Teddy's loving it, too. All the fears he'd felt beforehand, his worries and misgivings and the nervous statements he'd made throughout, the questions, are you okay, is this okay, should I change, let me know... Billy doesn't see or hear any of that now. He sees lust and love and desire mixed with concern and care, but not fear. Now, with Teddy in the position of power, he finally understands why they're doing this, why Billy had needed to let him do this. It hadn't been enough to just have sex with Teddy in his Hulkling form; he had to let him take over.

This is trust in its purest form, unbridled, without restraint or hesitation or regret. This is seeing a form that unnerved and terrified him once upon a time and finding instead something beautiful, desirable, loved. This is letting Teddy see that just because his body is big and green and scary, it doesn't change who he is; it doesn't mean he's dangerous, especially with Billy.

He'd needed to show Teddy this, and he's so, so glad he did. And now, clutching the other teen close to his body, taking him in with every thrust, hearing him pant and groan in his ear, he kind of feels like he's never been so in love before this moment.]
selfhelp: ([billy] ohgodnsfw)

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[personal profile] selfhelp 2013-05-05 10:21 am (UTC)(link)
[Later, much later, Billy might think to himself how anyone else ought to have been a little wary of having their extremities held in a hand that was scratching holes in the furniture only seconds before, but at this very moment all he's thinking is finally, the last part of the equation to make this moment perfection has fallen into place, and his body arches and leans into the touch as Teddy intensifies his thrusts. It's almost more than he can handle, a sensory overload driving him crazy with every grind and push, but it wouldn't be Teddy if he didn't know him, know his limits, trust him to say what could be considered as too much. And this? He's determined that he can handle this. When it feels this good, there's not a chance in hell that he's going to ask for it to stop. He's not thinking size or danger or trust but just Teddy, Teddy, Teddy.

And the sounds Teddy's making, so fierce and unrestrained, the noises of the bed all around him, the feel of damp sheets and slickened skin and tight black uniforms, the weight of his happily wearied limbs and the body moving above him... it's like an orchestra of amazing, fueling his arousal, pushing him to the very limit, and he's not sure if it's seconds or minutes or hours but he barely has time to hiss out an incoherent warning that he's reached his end before he climaxes, his body strung taut, eyes rolling back, then clenching shut, mouth open in a soundless scream as he releases between them. First he sees the stars again, dancing and colliding on the back of his eyelids like fireworks, and then oblivion, slumping bonelessly against the bed and breathing hard.

God. God. He's never felt anything like that before.]
selfhelp: ([wiccan] heh. I was right on the mark.)

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[personal profile] selfhelp 2013-05-05 11:08 am (UTC)(link)
[For a long moment, there's nothing; Billy doesn't speak or stir, simply lying there looking dazed, utterly exhausted and satisfied. Finally there is a slight twitch of the hand in Teddy's hair, then a groan as he's dragged slowly back to reality.

Holy shit. Holy shit.]


...nnn...

[He can feel the differences already- the silhouette of the body above him is smaller than before, and the length still nestled between his legs feels smaller, leaving him wondering briefly if it had all been a dream after all. But then it hits him: the dull ache of muscles stretched to their limit, the rips and tears in his uniform from claw marks, the bits of fluff from the torn pillows tickling his ears. The lingering thrum of energy from what is definitely the most intense orgasm he's ever had in his life. Nothing about that could be a dream.

He doesn't have the strength to move yet, so he remains still, limbs trapped around his boyfriend, and nuzzles weakly against Teddy's hair to send a small message that yes, he's alive and okay. Just in case.]
selfhelp: ([billy] ...it's complicated)

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[personal profile] selfhelp 2013-05-05 11:51 am (UTC)(link)
[Billy doesn't respond at first with much more than a faint, breathless laugh, the gesture more of a tremble than an actual sound. His whole body is tingling, and with Teddy pulled away and lying beside him, his limbs are splayed, arms flopping over his head, his whole body feeling like a mess of sweat, lube, and his own release. Any other time he might have felt the gross and desperate need for a shower, being in such a state in front of his boyfriend, but at this very moment he's never felt so utterly satisfied and wanted. He's like this because Teddy did this to him, and they both loved every moment of it. Like hell he's going to be ashamed of it.

Still dizzy, eyes hazy, he tilts his head to the side to smile at Teddy, fingers curling a bit over his head as if he could will them back down to touch the way he'd like. Soon as his arms can move properly, he's going to do just that.]


...wow... yeah. I think, um... I think I might have actually passed out for a second there, ha...

[He doesn't sound the least bit alarmed by this; if anything, he sounds proud.]

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