I know I have. I mean - I know now. It made sense before, but now...
[Teddy lowers his head and runs both hands through his hair, a quick motion, both in frustration and to fight off that wave of confusion: What's so strange about being devoted to the one you love? And the rhythm of his steps falters for a second, because what is so strange about it?
It's strange when you're completely shutting them away.
That's when he gets back in his groove, hands remaining on the back of his neck now.]
God, now I know I was practically acting crazy. I feel crazy now. Not like, laughing maniacally and leaping out of a Lazarus Pit crazy, but - you know.
It's like - every time I leave you alone, I feel like I need to get back to you. Every time you go off somewhere, I keep worrying that you're in danger, or that someone isn't treating you right, or something. I kept feeling like I needed to focus more and more on you. I mean, every time I even looked at someone, even my friends, it felt - I don't even know how to describe it, like... I guess the flu times nine thousand? I could barely look at anyone, but you...
[action, june 9th]
[Teddy lowers his head and runs both hands through his hair, a quick motion, both in frustration and to fight off that wave of confusion: What's so strange about being devoted to the one you love? And the rhythm of his steps falters for a second, because what is so strange about it?
It's strange when you're completely shutting them away.
That's when he gets back in his groove, hands remaining on the back of his neck now.]
God, now I know I was practically acting crazy. I feel crazy now. Not like, laughing maniacally and leaping out of a Lazarus Pit crazy, but - you know.
It's like - every time I leave you alone, I feel like I need to get back to you. Every time you go off somewhere, I keep worrying that you're in danger, or that someone isn't treating you right, or something. I kept feeling like I needed to focus more and more on you. I mean, every time I even looked at someone, even my friends, it felt - I don't even know how to describe it, like... I guess the flu times nine thousand? I could barely look at anyone, but you...
God, I sound like such a creeper right now...