Teddy can feel that fear inside him grow, feel the embrace of someone he doesn't even realize is there from behind. It's one of his worst fears even without this added feeling from days before, of Billy leaving and him being unable to follow. Like in the prison. Like the kidnapping. Like every other time Teddy failed to protect him.
Billy is lowering his hand, but Teddy keeps a good grip on it as if it's the last touch his lover wants to give him. He might be good at shifting away whatever unpleasant expression he has, but this? This is causing him to forget all of that and just pale, a fear that's doubled thanks to whatever's wrong with him completely taking away his ability to even think about shifting.
Fix it fix it fix it fix it fix it fix itfixitfixitfixitfixitOHGODFIXIT]
I... Why? Are you leaving? You can't - You can't go...
[action, june 9th]
Teddy can feel that fear inside him grow, feel the embrace of someone he doesn't even realize is there from behind. It's one of his worst fears even without this added feeling from days before, of Billy leaving and him being unable to follow. Like in the prison. Like the kidnapping. Like every other time Teddy failed to protect him.
Billy is lowering his hand, but Teddy keeps a good grip on it as if it's the last touch his lover wants to give him. He might be good at shifting away whatever unpleasant expression he has, but this? This is causing him to forget all of that and just pale, a fear that's doubled thanks to whatever's wrong with him completely taking away his ability to even think about shifting.
Fix it fix it fix it fix it fix it fix itfixitfixitfixitfixitOHGODFIXIT]
I... Why? Are you leaving? You can't - You can't go...